Hi, I need to seek some advise.
I early 20s, been married for a year now. Even before married my husband and I always role play my fantasy which is kind of weird to most.
I like been role as those street prostitute, of course I am not one and I never be one. Just a fake act between my hubby and myself. Lucky he willing to act it all out for me as Long I never do it with others.
Almost every weekend I dress myself up in revealing and sexy and stand near those street, 2 streets away as I do feel scare in case anything happen or friends or relative might saw me if too near those place. Than he will come approach me and check for price and we go to nearby hotel acting I am a real one.
The problem is I sometimes do feel abnormal to feel want to be treat as a prostitute (only by my hubby of course) while we make love. It really does turn me on. A few times while I stand at the street waiting for my hubby to come, some strangers come and make me an offer and it also turn me on which I do feel I am really bad to feel turn on. I never tell my hubby I actually enjoy been approach by guy and offer me, as I afraid he will think of me differently.
What should I do, am I suffering any mentally problem and need to see doctor or its really normal. I afraid my hubby will think of me differently if I tell him.
Please, I am seeking advise here, please kindly don't criticise on such fantasy as I am not one.
I early 20s, been married for a year now. Even before married my husband and I always role play my fantasy which is kind of weird to most.
I like been role as those street prostitute, of course I am not one and I never be one. Just a fake act between my hubby and myself. Lucky he willing to act it all out for me as Long I never do it with others.
Almost every weekend I dress myself up in revealing and sexy and stand near those street, 2 streets away as I do feel scare in case anything happen or friends or relative might saw me if too near those place. Than he will come approach me and check for price and we go to nearby hotel acting I am a real one.
The problem is I sometimes do feel abnormal to feel want to be treat as a prostitute (only by my hubby of course) while we make love. It really does turn me on. A few times while I stand at the street waiting for my hubby to come, some strangers come and make me an offer and it also turn me on which I do feel I am really bad to feel turn on. I never tell my hubby I actually enjoy been approach by guy and offer me, as I afraid he will think of me differently.
What should I do, am I suffering any mentally problem and need to see doctor or its really normal. I afraid my hubby will think of me differently if I tell him.
Please, I am seeking advise here, please kindly don't criticise on such fantasy as I am not one.