Honestly I think your relationship is toxic to both of you at this point, but if you insist.Part of that night I only remember a few seconds at a time. I've told him everything that I remember. I'm not lying....He won't claim this baby as his until after the birth and he gets a DNA test. I don't know what to do. This wouldn't be happening if I would have been faithful.... I don't want to break up my family. The thought of being divorced, pregnant with 3 other kids is scary. My kid's shouldn't lose their family because I can't take my own consequences. He's not that bad.... I don't know what to do
How about getting a polygraph?
I think your answer though you don't want to here it is, yes you don't want to be the one who break up your family but you already did when you had sex with that guy the first time. Maybe it's time you accept that your marriage is dead and make your peace with that.
What happened to the snake of a friend by the way? I hope your husband was as harsh on him too.