Its so hard right now. He moved into the guest room few days ago when i got mad and said that i don't trust that he is where he says he is. Just seeing him and knowing that hes up there doing whatever, drives me crazy!! I just wish there was a way for me to just leave but i just started a new job after not working for 8 months so i don't have anything saved. At the same time i just want to fix it like i have been trying for months. I mean we were once so happy. I don't know.