We have been married for 7 years. I first noticed she would not say I love you too about 3 weeks ago.We have been having financial problems that she blames completely on me.I can honestly say a lot of it is my fault.I should have hired some one out side the family instead letting her help.I just didn't want to hurt her feelings. Now After I have given up on our small company and have taken a few good job offers she flipped out and started screaming and telling me why now? why not a couple of years ago before I was this angry and about to divorce you? I try to talk to her but she says she doesn't want to talk about it around the kids or not right now. After some arguing and getting "b" at I ask her if she still loves me.She does not say yes, or no. She just says she is frustrated. I am devastated!!! I am not making excuses but we lost our first son in 06' and I have had a hard time dealing with it. I would come home from work and just want to drink untill I passed out.We had another son in 09 that looks like his twin and it has been so hard. Every time I look at him I am so happy and so sad at the same time.I know I have not been a very good husband and should have payed more attention to my wife but now I wonder if it is to late! I don't know what to do.All I want to do is make her happy again. Some one please help! I don't want to loose her.I can't sleep, I can't seem to eat very much.She is the love of my life.