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I made an agreement with my wife about a month or so ago that to help with fixing our relationship through our period of reconciling I said I wouldn't look at porn or masturbate. Those were two kind of go hand and hand when I did dumb stuff in the past. Anyway, tonight she went out with her friends, I was home alone with my son, soon as he fell asleep, that urge I had been craving all day hit me like a ton of bricks. I fell for it. I messed around and they got home earlier than I anticipated. Lol soon as I heard the door close I shut my laptop down and ran to the bathroom. I would have thought she was going to just chill with them in the livng room for a bit but she headed straight to the bedroom. I was in the bathroom trying to hurry and wipe my hands off but she saw the A and D ointment (best lube ever. You get the minty sensation plus protect if ur skin rips easy like mine). She had the look of anger and disappointment. She's been texting me these angry messages. I really didn't want to apologize but the only reason I did was because I did promise her that. Idk what happened. Its like it was just a couple of days ago we had sex but my motor has still been running since then. She was sick yesterday and I told her tonight to if she wanted anything to wake me up when she got back from being out. When she replied with "hahahahaha" I was like wtf! Replies like that automatically makes me think she takes it for a joke, not seriously, or she's not attracted to me to do such a thing after going out drinking. I'm so frustrated. Its like a catch 22. Damned if I do, damned if I don't. I wanted to tell her so bad that if she was providing sex daily then that's an agreement that's much easier to stick to. You can't expect a man to stop doing that when sex is still on a random schedule. What is a man to do?
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