My wife(after 32 years-since HSchool) told me about 3 months ago that she was leaving(separation possible divorce) around the end of November of this year 2021. A few days ago she bought a storage unit and she's there now putting a few things into it. Even with the warning I feel like a deer in headlights. I know I know. I took her out to eat 1-2 days a week for the last few months hoping it would help make things better for us. I had hope. I mean things are bad sometimes but what marriage is 100% flawless? My son is out living with his friends, he just couldn't respect my rules(no marijuana, help around the house, etc.). I have no family or friends in this state. My closest relative over powers me with constant preaching(phone). My closest friend drinks daily and is always medicated with Vino(wine), this is how he deals with his passing wife(phone). I really don't know what's going to happen to me. My job(I'm the owner) is strenuous. And my wife used to relief some of that pressure with the paperwork. No son, no, with, no friends or family. I've never been alone. I have a slight cast of social anxiety.