Sounds like you made up your mind or he made it up for you. I too went from family home to marriage, but I was married for 28 years.
I am now sitting in a small one bedroom apartment. Was I scared, oh yes, the scariest part was the fact that it would be just me. You know once you do it, it's not that scary, it's not all fun, because there is a lot of alone time. Start going out with friends and just do things on your own. It's funny how now I go shopping or just looking and I now wear a smile on my face. You can do it.
I am now sitting in a small one bedroom apartment. Was I scared, oh yes, the scariest part was the fact that it would be just me. You know once you do it, it's not that scary, it's not all fun, because there is a lot of alone time. Start going out with friends and just do things on your own. It's funny how now I go shopping or just looking and I now wear a smile on my face. You can do it.