I am currently separated from my husband and getting a divorce. I miss him so much and love him but can't stand his son and don't trust his son. His son is 8 and has touched his cousin on mulitple occasions and bullied a kid in the bathroom to make him not wipe his butt. I have a 10 month old little girl and would hurt him if he ever touched my daughter. How do I get passed loving my husband so I can be happy again. I feel so depressed and empty inside. I'm currently living my brother and his go and it kills me every time they show affection. And on top of all that I have the baby blues. I am so grateful to be away from his crazy son but miss my hubby =( maybe I miss not being alone. Anyone advice?