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Hi All -

Is it too early to start dreading Valentine's Day? :) Last year at this time, I was still with my H, although things were tense and he was talking of moving out, which had me in a state of anxiety. Even so, he gave me a lovely Valentine's Day card and took me out for a nice dinner. He moved out in early April, and in the beginning, I had more hope that this would be temporary, but he has not made any overtures toward reconciliation.

I've done my best to stick to the 180, so I do not initiate contact with him. However, I get conflicting advice on whether and how to respond when he asks to get together socially -- e.g. a movie, sports event, or dinner -- which he has done occasionally since the separation (more in the early months than the past several months). It is my understanding he does not want to be married any more and that he will be filing for divorce -- we have already divided our assets and have no kids so there is nothing standing the way. I have told him I won't try to prevent it, but I think he will be making a huge mistake if he files, and I am sad that he did not want to try harder to save the marriage.

I know the best thing would be to just let V. Day pass, and send cards to family and friends. I did make plans to be out of the country, relaxing on a warm beach next week (yippeee!!!!) -- though it will be my first real vacation without my H :(

But instead of doing nothing about V. Day (as I probably should have) just for the hell of it, I am having sent to him a collage photograph of images from our life together (made easily in 2 minutes on PicCollage app, and costs $2,00 to have made into a postcard and mailed). The message on the back just says, "Dear ___, I will always cherish all the great memories of the many good times we shared together. XOXO"

I am prepared to take sh*t for this, but at this point I just feel like I have nothing to lose, and don't feel invested in his reaction, one way or the other. He was an important person in my life -- THE most important for a long time. Yes, my happiness does not depend on him or anything outside myself, but he is the love of my life and for me, being without him has been like learning to live without a limb.

I would be interested in hearing what folks are doing for Valentine's Day, if you are going through separation or divorce. I know it is not the easiest holiday for the broken hearted, so I hope folks find ways to celebrate love in their lives -- love of family, friends and self, if not of an estranged spouse :)

Cheers and best wishes, - A12
 

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Well I'm in your shoes being the spouse who is against the separation/ divorce talk. I too have worked hard on the 180 concept, and I would say sending that post card would go against the principals of the program. I just left the home this last Wednesday, and I'm not looking forward to the upcoming holiday either. My plan is to treat is as any other day. If my W decides to make something of it I suppose I will consider what ever that may be. From a mans prospective I would highly suggest not sending that card.
 

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Go out with friends...any single friends?

The women from work and myself are going out for drinks. Whatever.
 

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I agree with Brunic, don't send the card. It's been my experience some men are pretty stubborn once their mind is made up, put up a kind of shell.
My own husband hurts my feelings... I get quiet....then he goes around acting like the victim! He's a real piece of work & I've grown to dislike him immensely. He only thinks of himself, ALWAYS! But I'm stuck, 68y/o, no place to go.
My best to both of you (Brunic & Awakening 2012), start new lives! The best is yet to come!!
 

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I'll be at yoga valentines day evening. Not expecting anything from H. Not sure about the card, you know the situation best. Is your h feeling guilty? As this will trigger guilt in him and possible resentment towards ou. Having said that, it might be a nice idea, if sent without expecting anything from him in way of response. You will need to decide.
 

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So, my STBXW and I are in-house-separated since last May, when she asked to get divorced.

Two things about Valentine's Day for me this year...

  1. I have been waiting for her and her lawyer to review the first draft of a marriage settlement I gave her to look over more than a month ago. If we don't hear from them by next week, my attorney is going to file the papers on Valentine's Day. (It was his idea... I like my lawyer. :smthumbup:)
  2. My STBXW either has to get better at being sneaky, or she needs to move out. Cleaning house today, I stumbled upon the Valentine's present she bought for her new boyfriend... A T-shirt and a bottle of KY jelly. ;) Classy.


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Hi Guys -

Thank you for the kind responses. I fully realize sending the card was against the 180 but after 9 months, I have got ZERO results from the 180, so already I could not feel less connected to him. If receiving a card from his wife puts him over the edge to divorce me, so be it. At this point, I sense so little if any chance of R anyway, AND I have been completely respectful of his space all this time -- so I decided "what the hell"? I am not expecting anything from this gesture, but don't think it can hurt my standing with him or push him further away than he already is.

Happy Valentine's Day!

Cheers, - A12
 

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Hi Guys -

Thank you for the kind responses. I fully realize sending the card was against the 180 but after 9 months, I have got ZERO results from the 180, so already I could not feel less connected to him. If receiving a card from his wife puts him over the edge to divorce me, so be it. At this point, I sense so little if any chance of R anyway, AND I have been completely respectful of his space all this time -- so I decided "what the hell"? I am not expecting anything from this gesture, but don't think it can hurt my standing with him or push him further away than he already is.

Happy Valentine's Day!

Cheers, - A12
Does he deserve to receive such a thoughtful card from you? Will he even care or appreciate it? I've posted on here as being the one dumped - my husband left me. But lately I've been thinking about another relationship I had before my husband, in which I dumped him. When I was the dumper, no card would have change my mind, in fact it would have just annoyed me because I was already so done... it's just food for thought. But I know you'll do what you think is best. My friends have given me all sorts of great advice that I haven't listened to :)
 

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I hear you guys, and understand the down side of it -- but I don't care anymore if he knows I still care. It is the truth. Not that it makes any difference, but it will be exactly 8 years ago this Valentie's Day that he proposed to me. If it is a turn-off to send him a small tribute to our years together, then so be it. As I've said, the 180 has done nothing to help my situation, and at this point I feel he cannot pull further away than he already is. In any event, I will not be here on Valentine's Day, as I am jetting off (first class!) to an undisclosed beach location for a spa get away :)

Cheers, - A12
 

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Well, last year he said 'oh I wasn't going to bother with Valentine's Day because we don't really believe in it do we' and then left two weeks later.

I'm not really that bothered about it to be honest, a card from a secret admirer might be awesome though :p
 

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I'm gonna get laid.
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I'm getting divorced in the morning, taking part in a worldwide dance mob protesting domestic violence and sexual assault in the afternoon and evening, taking myself out for a lovely dinner, then going to my striptease fitness class, after which my teacher is taking me out for drinks to celebrate my birthday which is the following Thursday.

Last year, Valentine's Day was the day that NearlyEx chose to tell me he was starting to date again.

It's certainly not a romantic Valentine's Day. But it is a day I have taken control of, instead of letting it turn into a day that controls me. Even though I was the one who was dumped, I filed for the divorce, I'm doing something that's meaningful to me and honoring people I care about in the dance mob, and also doing something fun (dinner, STFC and drinks later).

It may actually turn out to be one of the better V Day's I've had in the last several years.

Maybe next year, I'll be able to say what old_timer said, too. ;)
 

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So, my STBXW and I are in-house-separated since last May, when she asked to get divorced.

Two things about Valentine's Day for me this year...

  1. I have been waiting for her and her lawyer to review the first draft of a marriage settlement I gave her to look over more than a month ago. If we don't hear from them by next week, my attorney is going to file the papers on Valentine's Day. (It was his idea... I like my lawyer. :smthumbup:)
  2. My STBXW either has to get better at being sneaky, or she needs to move out. Cleaning house today, I stumbled upon the Valentine's present she bought for her new boyfriend... A T-shirt and a bottle of KY jelly. ;) Classy.


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I would squirt the KY all over that t_shirt...but thats just me :)
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Oh, I forgot that Valentine's Day was coming up. I think I'll buy myself a card and treat myself to a movie.
 
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my stbxh proposed on valentines day 36 years ago. My B-day is the next day. Now he is living with the OW and Im sure they have a romantic night planed. To me its not about the one night but the whole weekend Ill have a hard time with. We always go to eather vegas or atlantic city for the weekend closest to V-day. I could send that first card with his proposal written on it to remind him or pictures. It could make him feal guilty or regreatful but what for. Im pretty sure I could get him back if I wanted him even still. The question is why do you want this connection with someone that doesnt want it with you.... ? How long this time would you get a commitment even if it worked? You are desperate I understand that, I used to be and I sacraficed my self respect and 35 years of my life for a man that doesnt understand what real love is. As a matter of fact Im probably the closest thing he ever came to really loving anyone and thats the reason he stayed with me until I fianlly said enough. Let him go as hard as it is, you deserve someone that really loves you,
 

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I'm not sure what I'll do. This will be my second one alone. I like to think of it as any other day, so I may just have some wine and watch a good film.
That'll make two of us, Satya, although my attorney is cautiously projecting finalization sometime near the end of the month.
 

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See...as a hopeless romantic and someone new to the site..Im a husband who was left and I really dont think the male or female aspect matters as much as your position in the situation. I was planning to send my wife a V-Day card in spite of knowing that it might just end up in the trash or as a coaster, I just feel that I am at least doing my part to show her I still love her in spite of how she is treating me right now and I feel like the small gestures like this are what will one day come back to her. It just seems that you always miss the small things eventually...But, I could be wrong!!
 

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I've done my best to stick to the 180, so I do not initiate contact with him. However, I get conflicting advice on whether and how to respond when he asks to get together socially -- e.g. a movie, sports event, or dinner -- which he has done occasionally since the separation (more in the early months than the past several months).
When he moved out, he probably needed to assure himself that he still had control of your heart, so he initiated social activities. Once he had the assurance, and felt confident that you were still on the hook, he began to ease away from the safety of the shoreline (so to speak) and venture out, needing you less and less.

Now, while he's swimming in the deep water, away from you, you still send out an occasional signal, assuring him that it's ok to keep going, you'll be there if he needs you; so he keeps swimming.

This Valentines day, you're manning the lighthouse, you're sending out a beacon of light, just in case he doesn't get your other signals, you're going to be sure he knows how to get home, and because of that, he's sure to swim farther out.

Failing the Valentines Day test is a sure sign that you aren't truly 180 degrees away from where your heart was a year ago.

The collage is nice, and I understand why you feel the need to do it, unfortunately, it's probably working more against you than for you; but I could be wrong about this.


As far as your question, "what folks are doing for Valentine's Day". For me, I first need to remember it's Valentines Day, once that happens, my very next thought is, I'm sure glad I'm not stressing about what to do for Valentines Day. I'm really not kidding about this. But I'm a guy, I know women are a little more emotional about it (I'm sure TAM won't let me forget it this year though).

Note to men: You know you're over her when you feel relief that you're single on Valentines Day.

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