I think I put way too much personal info on here and now it's snowballing. It's not that I didn't want replies, but now I'm starting to run into having to tell too much and I don't feel comfortable to do that. So, sorry for screwing up this thread and I mean it sincerely that I appreciate all the replies, but I think I shouldn't have started this in a public forum. Seriously, thank you and I appreciate the replies. The reason I made a 'secret' user name was to try to be as private as possible and still share, but now it's getting too far for me. Sorry.