I promise, I'm not manufacturing bad anniversary dates... Going on 10 months since my EWW left. I feel pretty good about my situation. Have been seeing a nice woman for about three months. We see each other about once a week... I know that she is not the one, even if there is going to be one. She know this too. We enjoy each others company when we "hang out". I find myself feeling a little empty inside, almost like since my emotions have reached a sort of homeostasis, the normalcy leaves me...spiritless. I come and go as I please, do what I want when I want... Most people that have experience infidelity, divorce and everything it brings have been through the mill, not just emotionally, but financially, logistically. I realize just how blessed I am to have had no property, finances or children with my EWW. I want to share life with someone. I missing someone that is not there... A person I don't know or even know exists. Is this a normal part of the healing process? A transition period that anyone else has experienced?