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Good day, all! This last couple of weeks has been so up and down and I find myself thinking too much. I do this every year at this point because I'm so busy during football and then all of the sudden I have a lot of free time on my hands. The first couple of weeks I work hard to get caught up and started exercising again but then I reach this point where I'm thinking...."what now?"
I really don't know the answer to this. I go to work, see my daughter half the week, grade some papers, exercise a bit, but still on nights I don't have my daughter I find myself alone. And...Well, I'm almost ready to give up on the thought of finding someone. It's been almost two years since my separation and a year and a half since the divorce. I've dated a little and have had a few mini-relationships but I've found nothing that I really want. In addition, while I am living comfortably and my finances are under a bit of control I look at the debt my marriage accumulated and it is just so daunting. I paid december bills two nights ago and most of my paycheck was gone in a flash just trying to make a small dent in the debt. It is so frustrating.
I'm not exactly sure of the reason for this post other than the fact that I am feeling a bit sorry for myself right now but darn it.....I'm tired....I'm tired of fighting my way out of this mess. I'm tired of working my tail off and only making minimal progress. I'm tired of going home every night alone. But....I'm just not real sure what to do about it all. Very frustrated right now.
I really don't know the answer to this. I go to work, see my daughter half the week, grade some papers, exercise a bit, but still on nights I don't have my daughter I find myself alone. And...Well, I'm almost ready to give up on the thought of finding someone. It's been almost two years since my separation and a year and a half since the divorce. I've dated a little and have had a few mini-relationships but I've found nothing that I really want. In addition, while I am living comfortably and my finances are under a bit of control I look at the debt my marriage accumulated and it is just so daunting. I paid december bills two nights ago and most of my paycheck was gone in a flash just trying to make a small dent in the debt. It is so frustrating.
I'm not exactly sure of the reason for this post other than the fact that I am feeling a bit sorry for myself right now but darn it.....I'm tired....I'm tired of fighting my way out of this mess. I'm tired of working my tail off and only making minimal progress. I'm tired of going home every night alone. But....I'm just not real sure what to do about it all. Very frustrated right now.