I have been married for a year and a half now and we had a baby last 7 months. Being a stay-at-home mom dragged everything off of me. I have to give up work(promotions too), I had to give up my money to help in bills and mortgage. I had to cope up with myself, I have to take care of my child and my husband. So far I have no complain to all of this. Until, one night my husband went out and had a drinking he came home around 4am and was waking me up to go and see the stars "just like the old days", but I didn't got up because I was tired and still sleepy and I just can't leave my son alone. So half-asleep I heard my husband say "I am now a married man" to our dog and I thought he might had a weird drinking buddies, I went back to sleep and had been awaken by a loud noise caused by my husband in the bathroom(he hit some of our toiletries and fell down) so I went to see but he closed the door and I planned to just look at it after he's done but he's tablet was opened(I didn't mean to snoop and I was just planning to turn it off) but as I looked at it he messaged a Lady like he was wanting attention. And now I just feel like I am boring him, that I am not good enough for him anymore and I just felt like he pushed me away. I talked to him and he said it was just nothing I didn't get mad at him and tried to hide my feelings but the real thing is it made a difference it feels like there's a wall between us and I am not even good to look at it.. I just don't know where to stand now? Please someone enlighten me.