Swallowing?
meh. Doesnt matter to me. My wife seems to think its important to me, and it simply isnt. I think she thinks its just 'part of the job'. Alot of women seem to have this notion... and in fact I guess it is imortant to some guys too, but my guess is not as many as you think.
The funny thing is - I think she just is trying to be neat.
Finishing that way can be mind blowing.. what happens afterwards really doesnt matter. In fact - I kind of think she would enjoy it more if she just.. uhm... I dont know... drool it out or something. It doesnt seem to me to be all that appetizing all the time.
Once in a while she actually, I swear - takes it from me. Greedily. Other times, I can see its not as....fun. I pulled out once and uhm... you know... uhm... spurted everywhere and she got a big giggle out of that but immediately asked 'why did you do that, I thought you liked me to swallow'. I told her - really... you dont need to do that. She still does it anyway. I caught a little gag out of her once that she tried to hide... I was freaking mortified! Honey - just dont do that, I dont need that.
god love her - she wants to make me happy. I feel the same way about her so I do what I think works. We are both just doing our best I suppose.
finishing in her mouth though, is just intoxicating - I admit it. I cant explain it... but maybe something going on in my lizzard brain. It is more than simply feeling good. Its not part of my personality (AT ALL) to even be attracted to subservience.. the biggest turn on to me is a strong woman, but I think the performance of a service in that respect is part of it. For a little bit, its all about you. I think she is the same way when I service her... she just stares at me and grabs my hair and accepts it like it was a drug.
We both, I think feel like we are constantly giving giving giving... in general, in life with each other, with jobs, with the kids.. Having someone just 'do you' is lets face it... nice. Rewarding may be the wrong word, but hats part of it?
** Edit ** I do think running to the bathrom with a disgusted look on your face for a spit and a rinse with mouthwash because its so 'horrible' to me... would be mortifying. Please - I can finish anywhere.... if you find it revolting.. I can work with that and we can figure it out. but please - dont make me feel, or act like like Im revolting. Thank god I dont have to deal with that!