I've been married for 10 months now, my wife is the best person I know, she is pretty most the time and loves me well. I have a huge depression problem, the problem is that I've spent most my life in the party scene, Drinking, drugs and many many sexual partners. So now I'm married to a very straight girl, I am Australian and she is Canadian so we live in Aus and she has left her family to be here with me. We both moved to a new city straight away and all we know is each other. I feel I am living such a boring, straight life, I don't party any more because she hates it and we both don't have any friends. I am so bored and depressed that I just think about being with other women every day, I miss the highs and Lows of being single and the interesting things that always seemed to happen, I think of Divorce every week. I feel very sorry for my wife because she is Loving, Level headed and try's her best to please me but I think I am just promiscuous and a thrill seeker. I don't know what to do, she deserves so much more and I feel if I leave her she will be completed broken, oh and she was a virgin at marriage, she waited for me. But if I stay I think I will be forever unhappy and grumpy and this will make her life miserable also. I feel so unhappy that its just a matter of time before I leave her so that makes me think well you might as well just do it now! Oh and I am very honest with her abou how I feel which breaks her heart but I don't say it's because I've been a womaniser my whole life I say it's because shes suffocating and doesn't let me hang with my friends if I make them that is. Any thoughts? I know I come across as a terrible guy but its got to that point where I don't care, it is what it is.