My husband just left me. Married only 5 years, three kids, only one is his, he is 4. He has been having an affair for 4 months. I am a wreck. He stated that due to my mistreatment of him over the years, he doesn't know if he can love me enough again to make it work. The last three weeks I believed we really turned it around. I had owned how I made him feel and loved him and showed him love like never before and he was excited and said we were going forward. Then today he comes home crying, because I have been so loving he felt guilty that he's having an affair. I feel destroyed. He left saying he needs space.