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I have tried and tried to write this thread but everytime i get half way through i stop writing... but anyway i will try again. A bit of back ground info for u all.
My husband and I have been together 8 years, married 4 with 3 amazing children aged 7, 5 and 3.
Anyway the best way to describe our marriage is loveless....
we never hold hands, sex is well crap, we do it his way and his way only and once he gets his load of its it, he rolls over and goes to sleep, i dont think I have cum since maybe 2008??
this year he forgot my birthday and still have gotten anything from him, i think since being with him he has brought me maybe 1 or 2 birthday presents.....
the other day i had an anxiety attack, and he didnt really care... i then went on to my fb and wrote about my attack and only alloud 10 people (that i am close with) to see my status well he found out about it and went nuts at me... i dont know if i want to stay with him and be miserable for the rest of my life or leave and have no one...
i have no family havent for 8 years my mum died on my 18th birthday and his family pretty much took me in, i guess im scared of being alone
I do have my amazing kids but yeah, i dunno why Im writting guess Im just trying to find someone to relate to me???
oh so confused
My husband and I have been together 8 years, married 4 with 3 amazing children aged 7, 5 and 3.
Anyway the best way to describe our marriage is loveless....
we never hold hands, sex is well crap, we do it his way and his way only and once he gets his load of its it, he rolls over and goes to sleep, i dont think I have cum since maybe 2008??
this year he forgot my birthday and still have gotten anything from him, i think since being with him he has brought me maybe 1 or 2 birthday presents.....
the other day i had an anxiety attack, and he didnt really care... i then went on to my fb and wrote about my attack and only alloud 10 people (that i am close with) to see my status well he found out about it and went nuts at me... i dont know if i want to stay with him and be miserable for the rest of my life or leave and have no one...
i have no family havent for 8 years my mum died on my 18th birthday and his family pretty much took me in, i guess im scared of being alone
oh so confused