January of this year my husband came clean about an affair he had been having. Over the next few weeks more and more things came out about it and that she is pregnant. I am so confused and lost on what to do. I do love him but I am not in love with him anymore. I have lost trust and am trying so hard to hold on to faith. He tells me that how we are right now makes him not sure if he wants to go on with the marriage, which I understand because I feel the same way, one day we are fine and then something will trigger an emotion and I will become so angry. He feels that I should forgive him and forget about it. I know Gods will is not for a family to be broken. I don't want my children to suffer through divorce and I don't want to feel like this anymore. I have become so insecure and lonely and unhappy. I put on a good face for my kids but I cry when noones looking. I don't know what to do anymore!?! I guess I'm just looking for some advice, thoughts, clarity, I don't know?