Ex H left me almost four months ago now, cheating. No kids. I'm 48. Broke, no job, don't own my house,, he's paying the rent, tho he's broke too. On anti-depressants. I don't think they're doing much. I have no friends near except my SIL who lives an hour away. It just all sucks. I used to sleep like a baby, but those days are gone. Can't sleep most nights till very late/early. Am so much in limbo and can't do a damn thing about any of it. Sorry, just feeling lonely tonight and scared. Venting.