Except that you haven't. You're still there kissing his arse so you have no credibility.I have done this. I have walked out the door and told him adios. Then he said that I'm not stable and I clearly want to leave him, if that's all it takes.
He plays both ways. Makes me a problem, always.
You should get some help to find out why you're so desperate to get this guy to love you. Beggars are not attractive.