My wife doesn't initiate sex with me but she'll sleep naked and give me access to her if "I" wanna have sex. She never appears or acts horny but if i look in her phone i see she watches porn when i leave out the house. She prefers big **** porn. I'm about 5.5 inches and not too thick. We've went to toy stores and she's picked out one that's about 4x my size. When we used it I've never seen her as wet and creamy as i did with that toy but she acted like she didn't like it. I think she's not sexually attracted to me bcuz of my **** size. She doesn't **** me or suck my **** on her own, but she will do it without complaint if i ask. I just don't like that i have to ask. She'll lay naked in bed with me all day but won't touch me. Then when i leave she's watches big **** porn (big black ****s.com) etc, and masterbates. I think she wants a bigger **** and that's why there's no sexual interest. I don't know if there's a way to fix this but it sucks. I've never had this with any other women b4 her. She gave birth to 3 babies that weighed between 8lbs 10oz and 9lbs 4oz and her vagina never went back to b4. Her hole literally sits open if u look at it so i think that plays a part. I'm thinking of getting penuma to increase my size. Idk. I'm confused tho. She not sexually attracted to me and it bothers tf outta me.