I wrote last time when I found out my husband was having an affair. After 4 days of hell (for me) I told him if he wants to keep up seeing her he is to move out, which he did the same day. It's been 2 weeks. About a week ago he told me he was done with her and will take a week to think things through. I was ok with that. He began contact with me by text and started calling shortly after asking how I am, what I'm doing. He came by the other night and said he would try to make things work if I agreed to let him do whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted. I'm not the type of person that allows this or would be interested in a marriage like it so I said to him to forget about it, then 2 days after he said he wants to take me on a vacation in a few weeks where we can have fun and re-connect and will move home after. I said it was ok. We spoke on the phone the next day and he said he was driving around with friends, hours later I thought what if he's still with her and just wants an excuse to have another few weeks with her. So I called him to ask who he was with and he got upset with me saying it shouldn't matter as the reason he's gone is because he doesn't want to tell me what he's doing. I got upset and told him not to bother coming back and have a happy life (seems like he goes out to clubs and bars all the time, maybe only with friends, I don't know) Should I keep a no contact and see what happens...? if we keep in touch it's harder to be strong but at the same time what if I push him away this way? but then again I can't really push someone away who is already not here.. so confused..