I am about to go thru a divorce and feel totally lost. I am on disablity can't afford attorney at all. My wife wants a divorce. I feel it is time for this too. She wants everything and I should have nothing. I am willing to give the house all furniture, even custody of kids and yet she wants my disability income. All I want is my low income it's only 1300 a month. She collects 1600 a month from renters plus gets 200 for each of my two kids and another 200 for herself off my disability and she feels I should give her 900 of my 1300 to support her. How do I live on 400 a month all I want tis my reg income my car and my clothes. She has been so controlling for 20 years. She won't let me have any money. She won't let me leave the yard without her. I can't have friends. We haven't been intimate for 8 years. I have tried she just pushes me away. I have had to sleep on a couch for a year I have slept in the same room as her for 5 years,. Her choice. She belittles me in front of others,. Thinks it's funny. I have to beg for everything I need. She won't even let me have my own phone. I have never cheated on her yet she has on me 8 years ago 10+ times. I forgave her. Yet she says I'm out hooking up. I do t even leave my yard without her.. what do I do. How do I get out? Life is so miserable. I am alone 90 percent of every day. Please advise me....