I've been seeking help for counselling but can't get in for 5 weeks & the other place hasn't rung back! I'm at my wits end. I've just found out my husband has been having an affair with my best friend, I still love him & want him to stay & he says he could never leave my daughter & I & only did it for selfish reasons. I can understand this to a certain extent as I have MS (which is playing up due to the stress), but when it all started I wasn't too bad. He has been very supportive & is glad its out in the open but I am not coping & its not doing my health any good. How do I get over this & move on?