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As some of you know, I've gone a little bonkers today. Yes I deleted my bonker threads, forgive me, but they are quite embarrassing... even for a forum! I've put myself back together - thanks guys for your help during my venting/psycho fit, but I've come to realise I'm not as hardened as I thought I was, there are still ways to get at me and make me go bonkers, and the feeling of loss is more real than I thought. Never thought I would miss my STBX this much, never thought I could share my daughter's pain in wanting us to be a family again.
I need to be stronger for my daughter, how can I be? How can I detach myself from my daughter's pain? It's becoming apparent that it's not possible to harden to the point of apathy, and as AlphaOmega mentioned, it's not the best way to set an example for my daughter... guess that hit me. So ok...
I'm all ears, how do I deal with this?
As some of you know, I've gone a little bonkers today. Yes I deleted my bonker threads, forgive me, but they are quite embarrassing... even for a forum! I've put myself back together - thanks guys for your help during my venting/psycho fit, but I've come to realise I'm not as hardened as I thought I was, there are still ways to get at me and make me go bonkers, and the feeling of loss is more real than I thought. Never thought I would miss my STBX this much, never thought I could share my daughter's pain in wanting us to be a family again.
I need to be stronger for my daughter, how can I be? How can I detach myself from my daughter's pain? It's becoming apparent that it's not possible to harden to the point of apathy, and as AlphaOmega mentioned, it's not the best way to set an example for my daughter... guess that hit me. So ok...
I'm all ears, how do I deal with this?