Okay so i met my husband and after one month we got married, another month went by and he insisted on having a baby. as soon as i got pregnant he sent me back home to my parents in Canada. I was living and working in dubai UAE.
Now before we got married i was fully in love and he was a different person. after we got married i found out many things he lied about and didn't tell me, as well as he changed. I wanted to make it work so i thought a baby would fix things. however during my stay in canada he kept pushing me away from him. and i eventually ended up falling in love with my friends brother and we were so madly in love. I asked for a divorce which he guilted me into not doing because he threatened suicide. he came to canada and i wasn't happy. i had the baby and all i wanted to do is be with the man i really loved but couldn't because of the marriage.
Now i find myself very depressed and sad all the time because i am unhappy about the marriage i told him many many times i don't love him and want a divorce, i even asked my parents for help but they all think i am insane and depressed from having the baby however. ITS NOT THAT. now they r sending me to therapy and putting me on medication. I hate that i have to keep pretending to be happy when i am really miserable inside. My husband says he won't let me go and if i ever left him i ruined his life and blah blah....
I don't know what to do no one believes me and they don't understand it is no longer about the other man which whom the relationship i ended. it is about me wanting to be happy and i feel i would be much happier single and alone than stuck in a loveless marriage.
Now before we got married i was fully in love and he was a different person. after we got married i found out many things he lied about and didn't tell me, as well as he changed. I wanted to make it work so i thought a baby would fix things. however during my stay in canada he kept pushing me away from him. and i eventually ended up falling in love with my friends brother and we were so madly in love. I asked for a divorce which he guilted me into not doing because he threatened suicide. he came to canada and i wasn't happy. i had the baby and all i wanted to do is be with the man i really loved but couldn't because of the marriage.
Now i find myself very depressed and sad all the time because i am unhappy about the marriage i told him many many times i don't love him and want a divorce, i even asked my parents for help but they all think i am insane and depressed from having the baby however. ITS NOT THAT. now they r sending me to therapy and putting me on medication. I hate that i have to keep pretending to be happy when i am really miserable inside. My husband says he won't let me go and if i ever left him i ruined his life and blah blah....
I don't know what to do no one believes me and they don't understand it is no longer about the other man which whom the relationship i ended. it is about me wanting to be happy and i feel i would be much happier single and alone than stuck in a loveless marriage.