I’m not at all proud to admit that we got into the most hellacious fight last night, which went on for hours. She had been drinking by the time I got home from work, snapped at me over asking a simple question, and things went to complete and utter ** from there. The more she drank, the more ** lies came out of her mouth and I got weak and finally snapped back. It got ugly.
She’s already made moves to move out.
It got ugly. You are a glutton for punishment and I fear too stubborn and weak to learn to walk away until it is too late for you. You are likely to find yourself jailed. All it will take is a false allegation from her to the police and you are done.
Do not be alone with her if you can help it. ESPECIALLY
if she is drunk.
She is not a person you can reason with. You will NEVER
have the truth from her so stop wasting your time trying to ask for it. The truth is just a carrot she can dangle in front of you. She will always pull it away.
"It's not always so easy to just walk when you have time and feelings invested in someone. Add to that, 3 kids.
The problem is that only YOU
have feelings invested in her. You are but an appliance, a tool to her to be used or set aside as needed.
You may not find it easy to walk away from her but she suffers no such difficulty in leaving you.
You will not find walking away any easier if she chooses to destroy your reputation and the end result lands you in jail.
3 kids are better off in two separate homes where one, yours in theory, is peaceful, loving and ordered.
Start using better judgement and making sound decisions as hard and painful as they may be before you lose any and all opportunity.