We've been togather 30yrs now & married 8yrs but he always has a 1 very close female friend time to time. The newest 1 is actualy known to us from about 25yrs ago but she'ld always had someonelse. Just about from 1yr ago she has became a single that when my hus got more friendly with her. At some stage I was a bit ill for a while & couldn't go out with him. Well him & her also with some friends were out about & having a fun but still he'ld always rung me up to see if I could come- with short notice! O.K this is the one got me worried in a big way. He got a job to make a speach at Uni in front of some students so he hired his male friend to film the event but turned out to be this woman friend did the job, well I was absent on that day too. And also she offered to edit it & post it to utube for him. This time I went with him - by the way his reaction to me was a little suprised & when we got to her house she was a bit shocked look, mind you she was still in her pj & gown @ 1pm! A boy I'm so glad I went there. Despite all the things make me anxieous, he denise anthing wrong doing, she's a just a friend what's wrong with that kinnd of talk. But nother things does bothers me is that she's known as a s**t for years even she's with a boyfried she was, so I mentioned it- the word- last night got him end up with a raging anger which's nearly slaped me & never happend before. Still it's shock to me because I still love him & same for him too but now I'm not too sure that he still does. We're not so young & I feel so insecure. In my mind I'ld still will love him more & never let him go, that's what I want!