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When I've tried to tell him before how I feel I have to watch what I say he comes back with how I'm always saying its all his fault and he's a ogre and I end up feeling guilty and resentful at the same time. He will not go to a therapist, he's afraid to open up like that. I'm willing, but I can't do it alone.
I feel like he takes everthing so personally (his own mother used to complain about that).
Times like today I want to literally run away from home. I've thought about divorce, but I don't want to hurt him and aside from this issue he's a good man. He supports my interests and he isn't controlling or jealous. I just feel like I'm in this state of vigilence about saying the wrong thing. I'm always anxious unless I'm alone. Some of this I know is my tendency to be anxious anyway, but this worry about saying the wrong this is breaking me down. Right at this moment I just feel sad and alone and wanted to reach out to someone. Thanks for listening.