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So i have decided today that i will be moving out around february of 2013 after tax returns. Im going to be moving back to my home town 2k miles from where i currently am now. We had a discussion where he told me i had to change my behavior(me withdrawing and not spending time with him for a week) I told him the reasons why i was withdrawing he agreed to change some but stuck his ground and pulled his old self of calling me "unintelligent". (he stuck his ground to wanting to watch cam porn and said that my reason "it hurts me" isnt valid so he'll watch it)

Every time i brought up something he would say i remembered it wrong, which i know not everyone remembers everything right but why is he always remember it right and what i remember is not true, somethings got to be up.

He said if i didnt change how i was acting he would move in to another state with his mother or grandparents/uncle. I actually feel relieved. I dont want another relationship for a good number of years, i feel like i need to work on myself so i dont get caught in this need for love. When he shows that 30% i fall for it over and over just to get stepped on all over again.

I clung to him for 5 years agreeing to everything he said and did and would occasionally speak my opinion which never mattered to him. he has lost respect for me. Even said he wouldnt mind if i was in a threeway with one of his friends with him. He's majorly controlled by his male parts. Says he has this urge to cheat in the future because he hasnt slept with anyone else. Says he cant control what porn he watches because of his urges. I dont feel special to him, i dont feel respected, and i sure as hell dont feel loved but maybe 30% of the time when he wants sex out of me.

I deserve to be respected, loved, and to feel special, like im the only one you ever want to be with. Which is why i need to break this off. Maybe once he's woken up to life and isnt controlled by his wang he can start building a way back to me but until then i dont want to deal with his self centeredness anymore.

I was glad when he said he would leave because i wondered how i was going to keep my daughter if we fought over custody.
 
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