ok. so this is the first time i am posting on a website like this, but i feel like i have no one to go to. i am so lost and confused. i should explain what is going on. i have been with my fiancee for three years.. going on four. from the moment i met him, i was head over heels in love with him. i still love him. about a month and a half ago, i found out he was going on craig's list and seeking out women in the personals section. he would email sexual messages to these women, even including pictures of his private area. i sat him down the night i found out and told him i knew. he never denied anything and apologized right away. naturally, i asked when it started. he said it had started 6 months prior when we started having some problems. he said that he never met up with anyone and that he had never received any responses back from these women. to make a long story short, i later found out that the messages started 5 months after we met (so three years ago), he has had communication with some (exchanging texts and even getting addresses and times on when they could meet up), and his craigs list escapades started for the very first time 5 years ago. so now i am at a cross roads.. what do i do? do i stay or go? does he really love me if he is doing all these things. he says he stopped talkin/ texting with these girls because he didnt want to cheat on me.. well if everything else was altered to sound better... can i trust that he didnt really go through with anything? i am so confused, hurt, disgusted, and alone. please help!