Well it seems like my marriage is about to end right when i decided to change who iam for the best. Husbad and i are married for 8 yrs going to hit9 yrs and we have five daughters under the age of 7. in the past 8 years i have been the worst wife in the world my husband nad i had seperated multiple times in the past 8 years. I had finally decided to turna page in my life and get my head out of my ass. My husband has decided to be distant with and has told me that he loves me but isnt in love with me. and that he feels a void in this marriage he says we arent connected. i understand that past has alot to do with this . but i cant change the past. im afraid that his going to leave me with 5 little girls i know i can handle it but still.i finally started loving my husband and now im the one whos getting pushed away. what should i do should i keep fighting for him? or should i let him go.