So sorry to hear how hard it's been for you. I don't have much advice except do the 180. It's to help you heal. I know it will feel impossible, but you must out your all into it. It really will help. As for work, others may have better advice but I suggest faking it. Don't go around looking sad or miserable, do not cry at your desk or hide away.keep your mood light and carefree. You being needy, emotional and desperate will push him even further away. I know this won't be easy but you need to be strong. Be sure to keep your interactions light and friendly, and he may wonder what's going on with you. But do the 180 for you, it will save you through this.
Oh and insist he not text you during work. Try to arrange a time to discuss this things outside of work.
You can do this, you are a strong person. Sorry I don't have easy answers.
Oh and insist he not text you during work. Try to arrange a time to discuss this things outside of work.
You can do this, you are a strong person. Sorry I don't have easy answers.