You love the woman she made herself out to be, through early love bombing.I agree with that as well. My dilemma is that I have a heart. I grew up in a small town, and my family always had values. Like I previously said, i can get loud during an argument. But I never laid a hand on her nor would I. The only time I did is when she came after me with a knife, i grabbed her hand with the knife in it and threw her on the ground, as again, I was absolutely terrified.
I want to thank everyone for the advice so far. She's been through 2 prior divorces, so this is another day for her. But this is why i was always so nervous about marriage. But she won my heart, and now I'm the one in pain. Seems like another day for her.
I don't know why, but i still love her, and that's why I don't want anything to happen to her. But I guess it's time for me to realize she has no boundaries, a crime was committed, and should be reported. And I guess time will heal my heart.
She is not that woman. You have now seem through the facade.
Act accordingly, and protect yourself.