I dont see how people live thru this. I have posted previously but to bring everyone up to date I made my husband of 18 years leave on September 1, 2012 after finding out about an EA with a coworker and an attempted PA with his bestfriends pregnant wife! I am in weekly counseling, going to church, joined a Divorcecare group. I am doing everything I can to help myself but yet I am still so miserable. It is so unfair to be left holding the bag and taking care of 4 kids under the age of 12 while he is out getting an apartment and new furniture living the single life Blaming me for a lack of attention doesnt help matters. I was home taking care of him, the house, the kids, his neices and nephews. I feel like such a failure sometimes I just want to feel better and be happy with life and my kids, easier said than done. Help.