I feel so bad for my H. He is a great guy and I love him so much.
He is one of those guys who kept his virginity for his true and only love- who turned out to be me. The reason why I feel so sorry for him is that we have a serious problem in bed which is I hate to receive oral more than anything... I don't let my husband to touch my V or even to look at it. The truth is that I have an ugly V and even myself haven't gotten used to the appearance of my genital yet and I'm 30years old.
I don't like wearing sexy underwear because it makes me afraid that he might want to touch me...
I'm so sad that we are having this problem and he doesn't deserve a marriage life with sexual issues. I know girls clevages' turn him on so bad but I do not have them.
I'm so unsecured by hot it looks and feels... so I can't even imagine what might go through in his head when he want to play with it. He so know that I'm not comfortable with it so he hasn't even touched it for many years now. We make love without touching genital part. Does men still want it badly no matter how ugly it is?
Also, in occasion times, I had him to go down because he wanted to give me oral so bad. But then after sex, we washed his mouth for 10 minutes and it really bothered me.
He still says that he wants to eat my P**** when we make love and I say no...
Guys, ladies, please give me some advise. Can anyone tell me that I'm normal? Am I having a severe problem that I should force myself to change? What does my H might expect me to feel about my ugly genital?
Thank you for your time!
He is one of those guys who kept his virginity for his true and only love- who turned out to be me. The reason why I feel so sorry for him is that we have a serious problem in bed which is I hate to receive oral more than anything... I don't let my husband to touch my V or even to look at it. The truth is that I have an ugly V and even myself haven't gotten used to the appearance of my genital yet and I'm 30years old.
I don't like wearing sexy underwear because it makes me afraid that he might want to touch me...
I'm so sad that we are having this problem and he doesn't deserve a marriage life with sexual issues. I know girls clevages' turn him on so bad but I do not have them.
I'm so unsecured by hot it looks and feels... so I can't even imagine what might go through in his head when he want to play with it. He so know that I'm not comfortable with it so he hasn't even touched it for many years now. We make love without touching genital part. Does men still want it badly no matter how ugly it is?
Also, in occasion times, I had him to go down because he wanted to give me oral so bad. But then after sex, we washed his mouth for 10 minutes and it really bothered me.
He still says that he wants to eat my P**** when we make love and I say no...
Guys, ladies, please give me some advise. Can anyone tell me that I'm normal? Am I having a severe problem that I should force myself to change? What does my H might expect me to feel about my ugly genital?
Thank you for your time!