I was with the love of my life. Some trials and tribulations happened connected to Childhood trauma. I begged for people to be with me as I worked through this because I was always there for everyone else but no one would help. My life was falling apart and everyone just turned the other way. I went unheard for almost two years. My ex would not listen to anything that I had to say. She started a relationship with someone else while telling me to think about what was best for the children. I tried to make things work with her but things were always turned on me. I'm so angry and lost and I just don't know what to do. For 12 years I focused all of my time and energy on a single person and that person was never myself. Now she's gone and I felt like I had no purpose.