Hi everyone! Totally new here and I’m not sure if anyone can answer my questions. I’m a 36 year old female married for a year to my loving 42 year old husband. Nothing makes me happier than being with him. But recently our sex life has been off. He doesn’t seem to want sex as much as I do so we’ve only been having it a couple times a month. Before we got married we talked about swinging and even started talking to another couple. Things were going fine until I chickened out when it actually came time to go meet with the other couple. I started feeling like it was “wrong” of me to want to have sex with someone other than my (at the time) soon to be husband. Now we’re having a huge rut in the bedroom and I’m starting to get the itch to bring someone in to fulfill the void I’m having at home. We talk about everything so my husband knows about all of these feelings and actually encourages me to act on them but I still feel wrong. Am I a bad person for having these feelings? Am I a bad wife if I act on them? Why is my husband so willing to let me do it? He says it’s because it turns him on. Which I guess I get but at the same time makes me wonder if he’ll see it as a free pass. Thoughts? Suggestions?