We've been married 9 years he dosed off on the couch, I just gotten out of the bath. I grabbed his phone and was mortified. Secret email address says sissyslut hes been emailing men to have sex with them ! Idk what to do I had no idea he was into men to . We have a child together. I want to leave him but I dont want our daughter to deal with divorced parents. He said he'll kill his self if I leave him. Were looking for marriage counseling asap. I feel so disgusted . I never want to have sex with him again!