Hey this is my first post. My partner of 21 years unexpectedly told me in August 2017 they wanted to move out as we had drifted apart. We all probably know the things i began to feel and the paranoid stuff that started to happen and the feelings of self worthlessness etc. So here I am still struggling and thought I'd give this forum a try and maybe reading about others struggling and surviving will play a piece in helping me feel better and appreciate the good things we shared instead of every five minutes of every day focusing on how i let them down and also on what I'm losing. I've felt lonely and in this housing market i feel like I'm going to have a miserable and poor life. Ive gone from friendly and openminded to spiteful and closed off. I can't sleep very much most nights. Hopefully this forum will help ease some of these unwanted and unexplainable knawing feelings. Best of luck to all.