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I just got married about a month ago. My husband and I met each other on the internet on a Christian web site. We fell in love very quickly and we were married just 4-months after meeting. I am originally from Florida, my kids and I have moved to wv to form a new life with my husband. In the beggining, which is odd to say it's still the beggining...things were okay. I have always been a very independant woman and have done pretty good at providing for my two children. After the honeymoon which by the way was very nice. My husband treated me with respect and was very loving, it seemed to be all about me.
Now we have settled into real life and I have to say it has not been so easy. I am discovering that he is very controlling, does not really care that I have an opinion on things. It has been a very brutal change for me and my children. Because of this most nights I get up in the middle of the night and I cry and pray that things will get better. Our sex life is probally the only thing that is okay for now. I feel like im living in a jail without bars. I have tried to talk to him about it but he gets very defensive and raises his voice. He will ask me questions like am I happy and honestly expects me to lie, because If I tell him the truth he gets frustrated and says "he's done with this" instead of addressing the issue. I almost hate being married and this is not the idea that I had going in to this. Im so depressed and almost wish I could go back to Florida.
Now we have settled into real life and I have to say it has not been so easy. I am discovering that he is very controlling, does not really care that I have an opinion on things. It has been a very brutal change for me and my children. Because of this most nights I get up in the middle of the night and I cry and pray that things will get better. Our sex life is probally the only thing that is okay for now. I feel like im living in a jail without bars. I have tried to talk to him about it but he gets very defensive and raises his voice. He will ask me questions like am I happy and honestly expects me to lie, because If I tell him the truth he gets frustrated and says "he's done with this" instead of addressing the issue. I almost hate being married and this is not the idea that I had going in to this. Im so depressed and almost wish I could go back to Florida.