I've posted before about how emotionally and physically distant my husband can be. He still is and I know it has to deal with me being so mean and cruel to him. I verbally abuse him every single day. I cheated on him a few times before we got married (I was under 16 when I cheated on him). We have two toddlers and I'm only 20. We have both started college full time so the tension is worse. I feel like I do take all of my stress out on him and I do get more upset when I expect him to magically be helpful and sweet to me. Is there even any point in trying to work on things anymore or has the damage been done and is it all irreversible. I want to have a happy marriage for our children. But us arguing all of the time has to be terrible on them and it makes my husband so distant he barely acknowledges the kids much less me. In turn I am so depressed my house is a wreck literally. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to break the cycle but I honestly don't know how to.
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