#2 has really struck a chord with me.
Something that no one here knows is that I am an ordained minister. I had a pretty good wedding ministry going where I could make $400 a weekend for performing a couple 30 minute ceremonies.
I haven't performed a single one since Dday. I know that doesn't answer your last question in your post because I haven't slayed the demon yet. I wish I could. I lost a lot of faith.
Something that no one here knows is that I am an ordained minister. I had a pretty good wedding ministry going where I could make $400 a weekend for performing a couple 30 minute ceremonies.
I haven't performed a single one since Dday. I know that doesn't answer your last question in your post because I haven't slayed the demon yet. I wish I could. I lost a lot of faith.