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Well our MC thinks I do. I feel like I used to bury my anger, I was abused by my father, have been in counseling a LOT. My first marriage was horrible, not physically abusive but extremely emotional and verbal abuse. He was sadistic in our divorce and ended up sleeping with my best friend and they both lied about their relationship.
Yes I have reasons to be angry and I have tried so incredibly hard to get through it. I am so much better than I was four years ago.
Still at times his gf/my ex friend has done things like drive my daughter around when she can't get a license and is dangerous. The state and police wouldn't help me and I threatened to take matters into my own hands so to speak.
A few weeks ago we had a bad session and I had been trying to stop smoking. I ended up getting so mad and down, I was crying and he called the counselor which kind of pissed me off more. I ended up leaving because I just was afraid I was going to say something horrible to him.
She says it was borderline personality behavior and I should be able to say I'm leaving and where I'm going and when I'll be back. I feel like after everything I have been through my patience is just gone when it comes to core issues. I hate that and I don't know how to stop. I feel like he isn't anything like my ex and our MC validates that. He refuses to fight with me and then it just makes me feel like I'm the "crazy" one.
Honestly it's amazing I am able to function in a marriage at all when I think about it. I said for a long time that I could never get married again after what my ex put me through. And here I am, the angry one.
Any insight welcome.
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Yes I have reasons to be angry and I have tried so incredibly hard to get through it. I am so much better than I was four years ago.
Still at times his gf/my ex friend has done things like drive my daughter around when she can't get a license and is dangerous. The state and police wouldn't help me and I threatened to take matters into my own hands so to speak.
A few weeks ago we had a bad session and I had been trying to stop smoking. I ended up getting so mad and down, I was crying and he called the counselor which kind of pissed me off more. I ended up leaving because I just was afraid I was going to say something horrible to him.
She says it was borderline personality behavior and I should be able to say I'm leaving and where I'm going and when I'll be back. I feel like after everything I have been through my patience is just gone when it comes to core issues. I hate that and I don't know how to stop. I feel like he isn't anything like my ex and our MC validates that. He refuses to fight with me and then it just makes me feel like I'm the "crazy" one.
Honestly it's amazing I am able to function in a marriage at all when I think about it. I said for a long time that I could never get married again after what my ex put me through. And here I am, the angry one.
Any insight welcome.
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