I keep texting my husband who two days ago said he wanted a divorce cause he doesnt love me anymore. We have four kids. He is out of town on a business trip and wont talk to me. I keep texting him and calling and he wont pick up or respond. Its driving me insane. Im going to a lawyer tommorow and i want him to tell me not to so bad. He wants me too i guess. I feel so freaking pathetic begging someone who doesnt want me all of a sudden. I sit on my hands saying im not going to do it again, then i do. GOD help me, im sure he thinks im pathetic.