I’ve been with my partner for almost two years now. I found out a few months ago that he had received a letter from someone he use to flirt with and he never told me about this letter. I had to find out through a text. I never saw it but when I confronted him he said he forgot what was in it and refused any information and told me I was crazy. I noticed they had some flirty texts too which he denied as flirty and told me I was crazy. He made me feel that way so I believed him and now it’s months later and he wants to spend a week with some old friends including that female and another female he flirted with before. He tells me they are friends and that I’m being stupid but I feel like my heart is being ripped out. I love this man but it’s so hard to trust him with all these signs. And he knows it will make me unhappy but still wants to go. I won’t force him not to because that’s wrong but I feel like I’m going to vomit. I’m not sure if I will stay if he does go. I don’t know if I’m crazy or not anymore. I feel like I can’t bring up the past anymore because it’s been too long. If I were to leave now I’m afraid I’ll regret because he made me feel like everything he did was fine. Please help me I can give more info as needed.