^^^^^^^^I don't know why. My wife fooled around in July and blew the guy and in August f'ed him. I confronted her last week and she said he came on to her and she was flattered. Turns out he was a lousey lover and she has no interest in him.
I am so on the edge. My boys keep me here. My wife keeps telling me How much she appreciates me not leaving her. I am dying inside. I know she is a beautiful woman, sexual and at the height of her sexuality. But if feel gutted.
She thinks I have forgiven her. I said I did, I meant it, but I just want to die. How do you get over your best friend betraying you?
There is your answer.
You need to FIND OUT WHY.
Or else it will forever haunt you, and she WILL cheat again.
Ask her why did she do it, based on her answer you will get your answer.
A woman does not just wake up one morning and decide to go blow and F an guy.
In addition it happened twice, in the space of two months.
Do not accept " I don't know " as an answer.
Also forget that crap she said about " he was a lousy lover."
If he was so lousy, then why did she go twice?
Are you sure she only went twice?
Demand the truth.
Time, Place , everything.
Get screened for STD's.