Sometimes, I find that I get jealous that my husband has been in past relationships before. Before I met him, I've never been in a relationship, never been on a date, and never even kissed anyone. He's been my first and only everything, and sometimes, it makes me a bit sad knowing that I'm his 4th or 5th love, or when I stumble across pictures of him and his ex kissing and that say "I love you". I know that some people will probably say I shouldn't worry since he married me, and that he could be keeping those pictures for sentimental value and all, but I still can't help feeling the way I do about it all. I really wish that I could have been his first and only, too, or maybe have at least dated other people in high school or something. Every time I think about things like that though, it just makes me feel worse and like I'm being unreasonable for thinking like that. What would be some good ways for me to relax and handle this?