OK so here goes.... ive been with my partner just over 2 years now i love him with all my heart i really do. after going out to a pub with my mates i ended up cheating with someone i have known for a long time but never thought of him as anything more than a family friend. it was so stupid and a bad decision partially due to to much alcohol (i am not using that as an excuse i no what i did was wrong) but heres the thing i thought i could just try and forget about it and move on but i did it again my head is all over the place i actually have started to fall for the other guy but i no even if i leave my partner we wont be together. he has been messaging me wanting to meet up again i no its wrong but it gives me butterflys when i am around him. im puttin my partner through hell because ive changed towards him and he doesnt no why. its killing me that im hurting him because i do love him ALOT. how can i put my stupid mistakes behind me and build a better future with my partner?