Hello everyone. okay i dont know if its just my insecuritys but i cant get over my husbands past with his ex. We used to date 3 years ago and then we broke up and he dated a girl for 2 1/2 years than we got back together and got married. Recently she has been calling and says she wants nothing more than a friendship with him but i dont feel comfortable with it at all. Her and I do not get along at all. Well, last night we went to her house(she wasnt home) to pick up the things he had left behind. We went back home and started to put his things away and i came across a letter he wrote to her. I know it would hurt me if I read it but of course i did it anyways. The things he said to her in the letter are the things he says to me on a daily basis. It made me sick to my stomache. The reason it bothers me also is because the way he described their realtionship is that it was horrible he only used her to have a place to stay and so forth and now i kinda feel like he is using me as well. I dont know how to handle it and it has been nothing but stress for the past 3 or 4 days. We have bairely talked and im starting to wonder if this relationship worth saving ? does he still love her? i dont know what to do and its driving me crazy.